Today was my fourth day of full time work in New York City. The homesickness is off and on and I think primarily due to my mama’s sickness. I’m absolutely loving my job, though. I had lunch with Ms. Murray today which was nice. It’s also nice to talk to someone who has been through what I’m going through – the big move, that is. The loneliness just creeps up on me from time to time. That, and the fact that my mother has cancer. For example, this morning, while on the train, I realized that a part of me is angry at my mother for having cancer – wow – just writing that down brought tears to my eyes. I have to move on. I can’t dwell right now.